When it clashed in your face!

I HATE THE WORLD TODAY!! and i hated it..

just for now.

simple but complicated.



*It's good that the rain hasn't stop. It's good walking under it, with only your jacket on, so that people would not take noticed on how tears falls from the eyes of its beholder. :'( *sobbed*

Racing for the two!

• Mean
• variance.

Statistically speaking, these are the things that you have to know early in the morning to know if your company is in good shape or not. Then, if the results yield a good one, you can now enjoy your cup of coffee and start to read what the newspaper says about the world. ayt?Ü

thoughts.

What I got for the last quiz is that I don't know actually know if I should be happy or what. I've been in the passing score for the last three quizzes, i'm on the average of the passing mark. I can smile cos I somehow passed, my scores in the multiple choice really helped a lot. It pulled my mark. But then, I realized after a deep thought, I should aspire for the better: A higher grade than the ones I usually get. I should exertmore effort in my learning capabilities. I have to be more active, I think.

My perception or how I view things now is different on how I viewed it from the past. ( 2 to 3 years ago) for some reasons I might elaborate next time. The constant in the world is change. No doubt about it. And I know, I can do it once more. Be at my old self, the way I'm used to be..

SPM: Overdue!

At last! I got to post an entry. This is overdue since we have to reflect something about spm especially after the third quiz last saturday pa! hehe.

Quiz 3? waah, i don't know what to say, honestly.. I had studied the lecture. And I know I understand the essence of the whole topic. But when the questions were right in front of us, I've been digging my mind what exactly the answers to that. As in the ones that came from the book. But as my memory started to traced back, I can't specifically put the correct answers. I didn't memorize all those stuff. I knew I don't have to, as long as you understand what you're reading. So I put into words all I know about the questions being asked. Even if some of those were not the real answer. What can I do? I don't know what to write. I just followed my mind to put the things which I thought were the answers.

Time constraint is your enemy while in the spot, answering the questions. But i believed that it's shouldn't be a hindrance for you to express all the anwers that you think is right or according to what you have learned.

After the exam, people or classmates were not in the mood anymore. Everyone seems to put their answers incorrect. Everybody seems to be regretful. And I, was somehow affected to their reactions that I became doubtful with my answers too. :(

Temporary.

I had to change my layout so that the comment link would be visible. Sadly, i have to replace it with a template from blogspot cos the the one that i've been using before doesn't have any comment or trackbacks. It's important cos our prof will post a comment for Spm entries!

I''m having a problem even if I used Haloscan as a host for comment link! But it' s still ok! Grrr... I've bee working on it for hours! =( So, i have to use this template for the meantime.

We go for double!

I had a good date yesterday! t'was fun being with the person you actually love to be with. We met up at 2 o'clock in the afternoon for it supposed to be 12! Plans can sometimes be messed up y'know! that's why its better not to plan at all! haha! I think so. We had our late lunch at KKK at Mall of Asia. The food was good. It was my first time to eat there and I think I would go back. It's all pinoy recipe! Two-thumbs up! yeah! For the positive side, it maybe good that you insisted to eat at KKK instead at its nearby resto. haha! I had my tummy full-packed again! And i greatly thank to you for teasing me like hell as if I eaten the whole food that we ordered! hmp! hehehe! And me? I still wanna cuddle you over and over again even if you never stop grining like some thought keeps playing in your mind ( that I was really matakaw!)






We watched The Game Plan starring Dwayne "The rock" Johnson for the last full show in THX. It was awesome! I enjoyed the movie. =) As in. I liked how the story goes, it's twist, funny scenes, and life-breathing part when it actually touched my heart for hell. I really recommend you guys to watch this movie. And try to bring your dad with you so you can have the feel of how touching the story is for a father-daughter relationship!

When I speak.

malungkOt perO masaya. kuntentO perO my kulang. patulOy paren kahit mali sa paningin ng lahat. di alam ang isasagOt sa mga tanOng. sa mga espekulasyOn.

pilit tinatagO khit gustO ng umalpas ng damdamin. Pilit iwinawaks kahit dun din ang tungO. Ngbubulag-bulagan upang di maramdaman ang hapdi at sakit. Upang kasiyahan ang manaiig.

Hindi iniisip kung anO ang kahihitnan.TakOt sa katOtohanan O takOt sa kalalabasan?

Ayaw mawala sa buhay, ayaw pakawalan. Di din siguradO kung kaya, kung kaya nga ba talaga.

Umaasa. nagdarasal. nagiintay.

Darating din ang panahOn na yun. Di nga lang alam kung kelan.

I used to think about it over and over again.

Sometimes you prefer to be silent. To let all be an unspoken words. To just hide it in a place where no one could ever see, could ever feel. But no matter how you try, you just gonna feel you wanna shout it to the world wide world. Share the unbelievable feeling.. and perhaps make yourself be naked. Feelings. Happiness. Fears. Maybe it won't be bad to take chances. To gamble what you have. Regrets will come in the end no matter what.

But you have to try, even for once.

I'm still breathing.

HURRAY! HURRAY! I'm back (here in my old blog!) C'mon let's be happy! =)