not-so-scared.

Today was a celebration day for us. We didn't go to the mall. We shall save that for another day or probably on next week. Maybe will have some dinner and watch movies. =]

I'm kinda prouctive today but not academically speaking, well in some subjects though. haha! I'm still exploring some stuffs and researching in the net like i did last night. Well, maybe just a continuation. Anyway, the semestral school are already in the middle of their sembreak. In my school, we are in the end of our first month of the sem. For us, it's too fast. Then midterm is already near. Eventhough the semestral sembreak is going on (it means students has been lessen in public transportation and the likes), the traffic in SLEX is still the same. No difference.There's still lot of vehicles in highways and buses are still full during peak hours. h0w come?

Halloween day is also near. Just a couple of days from now. I don't know if our family is going to the cemetery with some relatives. We still don't have any plans. Or perhaps we will just stay in the house and just pray for the souls of our relatives especially my grandparents. I realized that as we grow older halloween party, horror movies, horror story and all that has something to do with halloween that are scary for children has been just a cliche to te oldies. Like me, i didn't even got scared with the horror movies that some tv shows been up to. Well, it's because i already know what is reality and what's just illusion is. I know how to differentiate the two.

Well, it seems that as we grow older we also come to realize a lot of things in life.

he's soo cute!

That's my nephew. Baby Fritz. =]

I'm busy doing some searches and discovery in the net and i found something very useful especially in my blogging activities. It's really feels good acquiring knowledged each and every day and be able to apply it yourself. I'm happy with what i'm doing and it's my passion. No one can stop me from being me. I love exploring new things and ideas. It makes a person more intelligent that what he only thinks he's capable of. Hope i can excel more in my choosen field. Part of me wants to graduate immediately after i fulfill my duties and requirements in school but another part of me wants to continue studying and learn more. I know i can still have knowledge than what i have now. But there are lots of things to consider in studying again. I don't know. Perhaps i'll think it over again.

too close for comfort.

i get out of school late today because my class is until 7:30. I have a long vacant this term. I don't know if i want to call it a "sucky sched" or what. But it's okay although the cold breeze is getting into my nerves while walking in Intramuros at night. I gave a note to myself to bring a jacket with me whenever i have late classes. I can't bear the cold feeling of the wind rushing to my skin. Today was not shiny as it is in usual days. The sun hides in the cloud almost the whole day. I think there's a storm again.
Christmas countdown has already been visible everywhere, especially in different shows in the tv. I can't believe Christmas is here again. That fast? =] Yeepey! It means gifts to receive again and at the same time gifts to be given out to those special people. My mom is planning to go home this December. Maybe she'll will miss the Christmas with us coz she said she'll be arriving last week of dec. So for sure, New year will be spent with the whole and complete family. The exact date was not specific coz she haven't bought ticket yet. Baptismal of my nephew might happen early or late January next year.
I want to travel. I have this urged feeling to go out and experience going out with different places that i've never been too. My feet is itchy to take a walk or travel and my mind is keep on thinking nice places here to go to that makes my urge more intense. Yeah! i'm pathethic. I really have this passion of going to places i've never set my foot into. I have this non-existing list in my life the places i want to go whether in the Philippines or outside the country. But before i indulge myself into nice sceneries abroad, i want to explore first the beauty of my own country. There are lots of places here that are sooo nice and i want to try it out. I'm excited in summer because that's the time that i frequently go to the beach. The best part there is spending it with nice people.
i want to have my own digicam since what we have now is for family use. I want something that i could bring with me wherever i go. Something i can call my own property. I'm planning to save up next term coz my saved allowance this term is for an ipod nano that i want to buy and be my birthday gift to myself soon. i don't want to ask my mom for that coz both of it means a lot of money. Perhaps i will ask some petty help but not that big.I want to have those by my own way. Wish me luck. =]

highschool life.

i had a great day with my friends way back in highschool. They're still the same. We do the same jokes and laugh our heart out. It's really fun being with them. They never fails to amazed me and let me make myself m0re louder and less finesse. Oh! forget all the nicey-girly thing! We come to visit Grace and be reunited again. Too bad, i didn't brought any digicam with me to take some pictures. We just used our phone camera's but that doesn't give any judgement. But despite of it, we still enjoyed those bonding times. We tell what's new to our life and how's life been going on with each other. Time was not enough! Urgh! For all we know, we have to leave coz it's getting late. We agreed to visit again when Grace give birth next month. Kisa is working. i can't believe how life made it's faith with her family.

Life has really it's ironies. One moment you're okay and the other moment would be not. It made me realized how we should value the people and things that we have now for you'll never know when it will last. Things changes, and so people do. i think i've mastered how to accept changes. Nothing is permanent. i learned how to cling and be ready with the unexpected things that may come. Life has it's ups and down. You will never know where you'll be in the end. Maybe, we all just have to face reality.

no classes. im home.

NO classes today. i stayed up @ home and do my household chores since my lola will be leaving today to spend the Holiday and All Soul's day at the province. I'm stucked here and busy myself by taking care of my nephew fritz and eating any f0od that i found at the ref. hehe. i also take some sleep to catch up with my late night sleep the past few weeks.

I just finished watching dvd's: Chaos and Stormbreaker just to relax coz shows in the tv are b0ring nowadays and i don't have particular shows that usually follow every episode. You know, life is busy for me coz of random things to do at home and @ school.

I wanna watch The Banquet and The Prestige.Lately, i been hooked with watching lots of movie. We even go to Shangri-La Plaza to watched The Departed and i didn't get dissapointed for the Shang Cinema was really c0zy and nice.It has wide screens acoustic treatment, a digital sound system and ideal sightlines even if you seat anywhere.I even think that it was better compare to the cinema in Greenbelt. =] yeah, next time i want to watch at their "Premiere Theatre" and see the difference for myself.

Classes resume tomorrow. We will be meeting up at Grace's place tomorrow. I will go straight ahead from school and meet up with my amiga before heading to their house. i haven't seen my high school buddies for quite a long a time and i'm sure there'll be a lot of catching up to do. i'm excited!

i need a break.

i'm tired. i want to relax or unwind. school is piling me up with lots of work. i feel exhausted! i want a change of routine, i want a change in my way of living. i feel like drowning more and more deeply. i've been neglecting myself lately because of so many things to think and handle. sometimes i want to escape and run to a place where i can find peace of mind. a place where there's pressure-and-stress-free.

I got sick last week and my cough is still in the healing process. my body is starting to give up with the back and forth travel from our home to Manila. yeah, i know. i've been doing this routine for almost 3 years now but i know i have to continue. i have and i must! maybe i should just take care of my health more. i should take vitamins like our school nurse suggested to us.
yeah, what a life. it's been a tiring day. good thing there's n0 classes tomorrow to worry about because of Ramadan. . It has been declared a holiday. i will just spend it buy making up with a lots of sleep and have a cuddle up with my nephew.

goodnyt! =]

People are changing..

i had a talked over the phone with one of my closest friend in highschool. we've been updating each other about what's new or happening with our school, friends, teachers, and have a nice chit-chat. we're planning to visit this coming thursday together with the group our friend Grace that has been rescheduled last week coz of so many delays. urgh! hope it goes out well this time.

I can't believe how most of my gurls barkada had changed. Change in a sense that they been exploring a lot. i'm not againts in enjoying college life or the freedom that we get but my only concern is that, people should be aware of their limitations because when you get there, there's no turning back.

It's really hard to resist temptations especially in the environment that we live in. everyhting has been democratic. People sometimes abused it, they don't know how to handle things or situation. i'm not talking in particular, but rather in general. every aspect of our society has been wrapped up with violations, temptations, impoverty, corruption and a lot more.

Maybe we all need changes. Like my professor in Sociology said: "Our whole Culture should be changed in able to have a society that is harmonious."

i was teary- eyed.

i watched World Trade Center @ Center Stage Cinema in Mall of Asia. That cinema was really huge. no doubt, they use it for shows or concert of some artist. Going back to the movie, it was a touching but tragic movie. Tragic in a sense that thousands of people died in that building without a fight. it's so awful seeing those persons who can't do anything and was still in shocked of the 9-11 bombing. those terrorist should go to hell! i cried especially in the part when the families of those 2-survivor become hysterical and started crying not knowing if the're husbands is still alive. uhhh, such a sad part. the movie is a story of courage and survival of two police men whom they miraculuosly survive. *c0me to think of it, you'll g0nna really realize the worth of the person when they g0ne wishing them to c0me back and when they do, you'll give everthing and do anything just to make them stay.
you guys should watched the movie and see for yourself. =]

then i finally have that white shirt in F&H that i've been eyeing for quite long. hehe..lolz!