Let's talk about material things.

It's still not late to say my WISH LIST for christmas or if not for the coming year eh? :)

• make-ups (I loove it!)
• Indian bracelets (i've seen the store @ rob's place, ermita)
• a pair of scented flip flops (i've also seen this interesting slippers during the bazarre at World Trade)
• Sneakers!! is still cool for me!
• Hot wedge and comfortable flat sandals
• clothes! clothes! clothes
• Ackesoryz is LOOVEE!! *wink*
• Bags are adorable
• STILL perfume by j.Lo
• A laptop
• New phone! (yeah)
• Digital Camera
• or if not... digSLR! haha (i've been dreaming a lot)
• books! books! and lots of books!
• Gift certificate of beauty products (im vain)
• more dvds!
• Victoria's Secrets collection of lotion and perfume

and finally, i've been wanting to have:

• the green NIKE Jacket! (it's just soo cool!)

*sighed*

though i know i can't have everyrthing on my list, it's still not bad to give your christmas or new years wish lists. Who knows, Santa might read this and make my wishes come truee!! waaahh.. hehe!

happy holidays guys! :) *hugs*

My things-to-do-list.

for the coming year:

1. A day at Manila's Best
2. Photo trip at historic Intramuros, Fort Santiago, the japanese and chinese garden at Rizal Park and more!!
3. walk-a-trip at UP diliman (ayt dhey? :p )
4. moore bargain hunting!!
5. food trip a lot
6. Tagaytay Getaway!
7. Summer fun with high school buddies (imissdemalot!)
8. Pampanga's Best (zubic, dhey's place,beach)
9. SALE! SALE! SALE!
10. PyroLympics (i'm keeping my fingers cross that they gonna perform here again)
11. SUMMER loove!
12. Bumming some more? hahaha lol
13. Global Fun carnival
14. the world light expo 2008 (if they gonna have it again)
15. dvd marathon with the favorite series

I just find happiness in doings things that i love (who doesn't right?) Even if I fail so many times, i mean there are some things that cannot be fulfilled or maybe it is not yet bound to be, I never stop dreaming. maybe i'm stubborn that way or you may asks if ever i became tired in doing this. maybe yes. maybe not. Deep inside my thoughts, all the things that i wanna do will gonna happen. Maybe not this year or next year.. I will still wait.

Dreams might come true y'know. Maybe it's what I call a miracle if it ever gonna happen to my life.

how dos it feel..


Yahoooo!! I passed SPM, and infosys too! I made it. And I'm happy. Period. I dont like to rant about it. A happy sighed is enough. Not having a failing grade for this term makes my christmas merry, though.

Tenchu sir! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....SHEWIE!!!!

yes, you're special mention in my blog! kamon! hahah. happy happy 23rd birthday to you man! I wonder what gift tita and tito gave to you this time...hmmm, another gadget? iphone? haha! yeah, i keep on guessing.

Wishing you happy and peaceful birthday. (though i know you wouldn't even drop in my blog) Pathetic! hmp! hahah!

Just give my regards to tita dear ayt! =)

When it clashed in your face!

I HATE THE WORLD TODAY!! and i hated it..

just for now.

simple but complicated.



*It's good that the rain hasn't stop. It's good walking under it, with only your jacket on, so that people would not take noticed on how tears falls from the eyes of its beholder. :'( *sobbed*

Racing for the two!

• Mean
• variance.

Statistically speaking, these are the things that you have to know early in the morning to know if your company is in good shape or not. Then, if the results yield a good one, you can now enjoy your cup of coffee and start to read what the newspaper says about the world. ayt?Ü

thoughts.

What I got for the last quiz is that I don't know actually know if I should be happy or what. I've been in the passing score for the last three quizzes, i'm on the average of the passing mark. I can smile cos I somehow passed, my scores in the multiple choice really helped a lot. It pulled my mark. But then, I realized after a deep thought, I should aspire for the better: A higher grade than the ones I usually get. I should exertmore effort in my learning capabilities. I have to be more active, I think.

My perception or how I view things now is different on how I viewed it from the past. ( 2 to 3 years ago) for some reasons I might elaborate next time. The constant in the world is change. No doubt about it. And I know, I can do it once more. Be at my old self, the way I'm used to be..

SPM: Overdue!

At last! I got to post an entry. This is overdue since we have to reflect something about spm especially after the third quiz last saturday pa! hehe.

Quiz 3? waah, i don't know what to say, honestly.. I had studied the lecture. And I know I understand the essence of the whole topic. But when the questions were right in front of us, I've been digging my mind what exactly the answers to that. As in the ones that came from the book. But as my memory started to traced back, I can't specifically put the correct answers. I didn't memorize all those stuff. I knew I don't have to, as long as you understand what you're reading. So I put into words all I know about the questions being asked. Even if some of those were not the real answer. What can I do? I don't know what to write. I just followed my mind to put the things which I thought were the answers.

Time constraint is your enemy while in the spot, answering the questions. But i believed that it's shouldn't be a hindrance for you to express all the anwers that you think is right or according to what you have learned.

After the exam, people or classmates were not in the mood anymore. Everyone seems to put their answers incorrect. Everybody seems to be regretful. And I, was somehow affected to their reactions that I became doubtful with my answers too. :(

Temporary.

I had to change my layout so that the comment link would be visible. Sadly, i have to replace it with a template from blogspot cos the the one that i've been using before doesn't have any comment or trackbacks. It's important cos our prof will post a comment for Spm entries!

I''m having a problem even if I used Haloscan as a host for comment link! But it' s still ok! Grrr... I've bee working on it for hours! =( So, i have to use this template for the meantime.

We go for double!

I had a good date yesterday! t'was fun being with the person you actually love to be with. We met up at 2 o'clock in the afternoon for it supposed to be 12! Plans can sometimes be messed up y'know! that's why its better not to plan at all! haha! I think so. We had our late lunch at KKK at Mall of Asia. The food was good. It was my first time to eat there and I think I would go back. It's all pinoy recipe! Two-thumbs up! yeah! For the positive side, it maybe good that you insisted to eat at KKK instead at its nearby resto. haha! I had my tummy full-packed again! And i greatly thank to you for teasing me like hell as if I eaten the whole food that we ordered! hmp! hehehe! And me? I still wanna cuddle you over and over again even if you never stop grining like some thought keeps playing in your mind ( that I was really matakaw!)






We watched The Game Plan starring Dwayne "The rock" Johnson for the last full show in THX. It was awesome! I enjoyed the movie. =) As in. I liked how the story goes, it's twist, funny scenes, and life-breathing part when it actually touched my heart for hell. I really recommend you guys to watch this movie. And try to bring your dad with you so you can have the feel of how touching the story is for a father-daughter relationship!

When I speak.

malungkOt perO masaya. kuntentO perO my kulang. patulOy paren kahit mali sa paningin ng lahat. di alam ang isasagOt sa mga tanOng. sa mga espekulasyOn.

pilit tinatagO khit gustO ng umalpas ng damdamin. Pilit iwinawaks kahit dun din ang tungO. Ngbubulag-bulagan upang di maramdaman ang hapdi at sakit. Upang kasiyahan ang manaiig.

Hindi iniisip kung anO ang kahihitnan.TakOt sa katOtohanan O takOt sa kalalabasan?

Ayaw mawala sa buhay, ayaw pakawalan. Di din siguradO kung kaya, kung kaya nga ba talaga.

Umaasa. nagdarasal. nagiintay.

Darating din ang panahOn na yun. Di nga lang alam kung kelan.

I used to think about it over and over again.

Sometimes you prefer to be silent. To let all be an unspoken words. To just hide it in a place where no one could ever see, could ever feel. But no matter how you try, you just gonna feel you wanna shout it to the world wide world. Share the unbelievable feeling.. and perhaps make yourself be naked. Feelings. Happiness. Fears. Maybe it won't be bad to take chances. To gamble what you have. Regrets will come in the end no matter what.

But you have to try, even for once.

I'm still breathing.

HURRAY! HURRAY! I'm back (here in my old blog!) C'mon let's be happy! =)

Just for a thought!

I once shared with somebody my thought "may gusto ako gawin pero di kO alam kung anO!" =(. Call it pathetic or watever! But that's exactly what i'm feeling. It's like an itchyness you suddenly want to get rid off. It's a goal without a clear objectives, or, maybe i'm still in the process of identifyng or finding it within myself. What I really like, what I really want to be. You suddenly feel that way, and if you failed to do so, you're incomplete beneath. Contentment would be the issue. Self-satisfaction is the main dilemma.

Several terms from now, i would be receiving my college diploma. *hopefully!*. My dad asks me where do I want to work, what are my plans after graduation, when i'm going to have my most-awaiting-ojt for them and stuffs like that. And me being the a-little-bit stubborn daughter always give them the same answer as before "I still don't know" with the main mentality at the back of my mind "it's to early to think about that". But as time flies, i'm becoming aware why my parents keep asking me the same question whenever that topic blooms from nowhere.

I realized I should be thinking about my future. I should be mature in terms of perspective about life. I'm not getting any younger! Instead i should be moving forward. I should start considering that's there reallly a life waiting for me after college! It just depends which path will i take, which opportunity will i grab, and which destiny will I embrace. Either way, it may lead to failure or success.

Questions kept lingering in my mind: " What i really want to be, what I really want to do in my life." Somehow, i got answers! (of course) I want to work after collge (who else doesn't want right?) I want to earn money on my own. Stepping out of college means more responsibility, more freedom. Freedom to choose, to speak, to decide. Maybe that's what I'm anticipating all along. I want to express myself. It's like unlocking the chains that seems to be in your bare hands for so long. I know it was for my own good. But honestly, I did wait for the time when i will be old enough to do whatever i like! to say what's on my mind, to express who I really am!

Maybe I haven't decided what plans i'm going to follow after college. I know it's one step at a time. But one thing for sure, I will follow the things that will make me happy, that will keep me satisfied. I know life is a journey, and along the path you'll you gonna picked lessons that will change or make you a better person. But I believe that happiness leads to contentment. I may not have the grandest job or the highest person paid as long as i'm happy with what i'm doin, it all goes well. =)

Mga lagalag!

I looooove dis pic. We call it "Loser pic" haha! Ang kyut ni mumay dito. Pabida ang bruhaa!! hehe! lolz! Asa gitna kse. Pero ang kukulit namen. Walang kasawaan! Hay. kelan ka kaya mag kkabOypren mae?? waheheh! Anong kOnesksyOn?! Anyway, ayun! Yun lang naman ang ngyari sa mumunting paglalakwatsa namen! hehe..
*andun kame sa sidewalk. Sa gilid ng intramuros golf course. Kumakaen ng chicken skin na mabenta sa mga bruhaa! Umiisip ng sOlusyon sa problema ni dora. naghahanap ng sign. Para kame mga pulubi. haha! Para kame pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa! parang naubusan ng pamasahe pauwe! hahah! pero keri lang! magkkasama namen kame! =)) At sa hulog nga ng langit, dumating and mga frendship na guys. hehe. wala lang. kaya napadpad kame sa españa ng di oras! heheheh!*

Kapit kamay!

Pinipilit. Umaasa. MerOn pa rin liwanag sa dulO ng madilim na daan. Sa tuwing akala mO di kna makakabangOn, may mga taO paring pilit pinapatatag ang lOOb mO.Mga nagmamahal sa'yo. Talaga nga ditO mo makikita at mararamdaman kung sinO ang totoo at hindi sa mga kaibigan mO. Kung sinO ang handang dumamay at magmalasakit. Kung sinO ang gagawin ang lahat makita ka lang masaya muli.
PerO bakit ganOn, kung anO ung gustO mO.. minsan tadhana pa ang naglalayO sa'yo. Mahirap ba talaga mangarap? Mahirap ba talaga umasam ng simple? Mahirap ba talaga maging masaya sa gustO mO?
Dumadating ka puntong hindi mO na alam ang gagawin. Hindi mO alam kung kaninO ka lalapit. PrO andun pa rin sa puso at isip mO na hindi ka NYA papabayaan. A friend told me once "God is always on time" I always keep that in mind. Kaya di pa rin akO nawawalan ng pag-asa. Na sa darating na bukas, isang masayang ngiti na and mamumutawi sa aking mga labi.
PerO nagpapasalamat akO dahil nakatagpO akO ng mga totoong kaibigan. Di akO nawawalan ng pagasa kasi anjan ka. Kapit kamay! Parehas man tayO ng dinadala, ramdam kO na pilit lang nten pinapalakas ang loob ng isa't isa kahit alam natin sa sarili mismO, di din naten alam kung kelan nga darating ung panahOn o araw na hihihintay nten parehO.
Wag kang bibitiw! MalayO pa ang lalakbayin natin. Madame pa tayO pagsubOk na pagsasamahan. Madame pa tayong pangarap na magkasama nating tutuparin.
Wag malumbay. Hold On.......*dorabee*

i'm mishful this. :)

09.08.07. One fine saturday night. Dinner at Kimono Ken, Bluewave. :) It's was good though bitin. But I seriously had a good laugh again. Ang khuleet kc. haha! :p Memories. Memories. It's been so long time na din ata since the last time we hang out? (nyee, parang kelan lang?) HAHA! Oh! mishfulness kase. :) I gonna keep nlng those stuff? watcha think? I told you i gonna take pictures of u with that cute little umbrella stuff eh. tsk tsk. Ayan. sayang tuloy. Ala proof. Hehe. Ang cutey pa naman cgurO nun of we have photos of u with that small umbrella in your hair. HAHAHA! peace(^,^)Was it a coincidence that the color of the umbrella in our shake is the same colors that we are wearing? hehe. Nice naman. Kaya nga we both like it na and even made fun with it. haha. Me the yellow and you the red. wheeew! :DI enjoyed it and feel wappybappy. y'know. :)

One sunday afternoon.

1. What is it about you that people don't really notice?

*that there's mOre to me than what meets the naked eye. (i'm serious)

2. What do people commonly mistake you for?

*that sometimes they think i'm already working cos of not having a school uniform and there are times they think i'm still in highschool especially when i'm with my pair of sneakers. haha!

3. Are you insecure?

*there are times when insecurities creeps me, we cannot avoid it.
4. Do you think you're attractive?

*sometimes. but sometimes i feel fugly.

5. Do you find it easy to trust people?

*NO. absolutely.

6. Do you have a really big secret?

*yeah, i guess so.

7. If yes, how many people have you told about it?

*a few, of course.

8. How do you get mad?

*I had this mad face, with no smile at all. Then i became mataray na, with the raised eyebrows. But it doesn't last nmn for a lifetime. LOL.

9. What do you do when you're bored?

* music, net, sleep, eat

10. Do you enjoy doing nothing?

*yeah, sometimes. I love to be a bum but there are times when i wanna make lakwatsa and go anywhere else.

11. Are you comfortable being alone?

*yap! time to think and access what's going on in my life.

12. Do you think watching the sunset or the stars is fun?

*Yeah, for me that's the most serene moment i could have in my life. I can trade the beach but not the sunset and the stars. I love staring at it without a blink of an eye and start giggling. hehehe. I'm so shallow. I know. But sharing that moment with the most important person in your life would be the sweetest moment for me *wink*

13. Do you like the rain?

* nO. i just simple don't. :(

14. What can you say about poetry?

* it is an expression of yourself. I used to write poetry before but now, i think i let the passion dies in me. so sad.

15. Are you a phone person?

*before, but now i don't even touch the phone at home in a single day. HAHA! to busy.

16. Do you find it easy to express how you feel?

* when i'm happy, i just laugh out loud. When i'm mad, i just keep it to myself until i burst out. When i'm sad, i don't tell it to everyone else. So, it depends on how i feel.

17. What song best describes how you feel right now?-

" (I Wish I Knew How it Would Feel to Be) Free by LIGHTHOUSE

18. What impossible thing do you want to do right now?

*build a new house. A big one.
19. What is missing in your life right this moment?

* letting all the emotions flow. Moving on without a having second thought. Living my life the way i want it to be without hesitations.

20. What is the most important in your life now?

* i breathe, i laugh, i'm not numb, i have people around me that i'm pretty sure they care. :)

I do this cos i'm bored!

Three things that scare me:

1.Death
2.The unknown future
3. Destiny

Three people who make me laugh:

1. baby fritz
2. friends (karren, mayan, mae, jhune)
3. humble bee

Three Things I love:

1. my life
2. tears and joy,happy memories
3. photo trip, spontaneous getaway

Three Things I hate:

1. rain
2. inequality
3. careless talker

Three things on my desk:

1. cellphone
2. ipod
3. chocolates

Three things I'm doing right now:

1. surfing
2. music bum
3. friendster/multiply

Three things I can do:

1. i can make my artsy fartsy creation
2. i can do this..
3. and i can do that.. haha! fool.

Three ways to describe my personality:

1. unpredictable and moody
2. unsociable but friendly, i always smile but snob,
3. i' m a dork.

Three things I adore:

1. cute little stuff
2. personality
3. spontaneity

Random Monday!

holiday.having a secOnd thOught? nah! opcors not! manila. trinoma. wow! dat's new to me. first seen. tourguide? haha! ICECABY bhabee! hihi. deciding wat to eat. me:"you choose.." you: "nah, u nlng". khulet =). undecided. den you tell you like cheesey food. haha. then cheesey it is. hungry. pasta first. den the big thing. YUM! YUM! me: "you can eat all of dat so Go! haha". were full. preggy again. puff! yOc break. stroll. stroll. stroll. window w/o shopping. HAHA! no enough bucks to go on clothes hunting. you laugh, i laughed. i tease, you teased. :p movies. long line. rush hour 3 at 3:45. yOc break again. oh, it's already 3:30. I want a float at mCdo. tara. me:"you order apple green float, i'll just sit nearby. hehe." wtf! haha! sorry. you seems ashamed after you order. but it's okey. :) hahaha! it's green apple float pla. *wink* my bad! cinema. i laughed and i laughed coz i'm a dork. i admit it. and you!! You had seen the movie before. yOu didn't even tell me. haha! but it's ok.
strolled again. looking for watch? haha. yOc break again i think? am i cOunting?! hahaha! fool. garden of eve?.. hihi. fog. oh it's a mist pla. haha! i teased. wow fog. nice. hehe. but's it's good. cute. people was mesmerized i think? hehe. time to talked. we still laugh. i dunno why. enjoy. makukulit. the mOment? "FILL IN THE BLANKS" hahah! new trend? i knew you from then on. i got answers to questions. it's so nice of yOu to say every little thing. :)
rained. you hungry again! haha. slammers. wee burger. find a seat. yes master. haha. arc of intra? wat's dat? a result of your great imagination! hehe. full again. you had this appetite of a ..uhh.nevermind. oh shut up khaye! it's bad to stare. but i can't help to smile. hahah! peace. Hey! it's getting late. Oopps. time to leave. hehe.
'twas nice. fun. enjoy. laugh. tease. window shop. looking for books? haha. and the icacaby?..


it was no more a dream. *wink*

Nagbabalik.

Dumating ka sa buhay kO kung kailan di kO inaasahan. Kung kailan di kO akalain na ikaw pala yun. Mabilis, mailap, parang isang pitik lamang ng aking daliri ang mga pangyayari.

Ba't di ka na lang umiwas sa simula pa lang? Ba't pinaabOt kO pa nga ba sa ganitO? sa isang lihim.. At mananatiling isang tagO hangga't di kO binibitiwan ang pisi na patulOy na naguugnay sa aming dalawa ng una, sya na legal..sya na kilala ng mundO.

Patawad kung isa ka sa mga tagOng bahagi ng buhay kO. Patawad kung isa ka sa mga lihim kO na di kO kayang ibunyag sa madla o sa buOng mundo. Alam kO hirap ka din. Nguni't wala akOng maipapangakO na magandang bukas sa ngayOn. Pati ang pusO ay di siguradO kung kaya ko na bang sumugal.

Pero masaya naman tayO dba? Un nga lang..pigil, dahil tayO ay may sariling mundO kung saan doon naten pinagsasaluhan ang isang espesyal na relasyOn na tanging tayO lamang ang nakakaalam at nakakaintindi.

-ANONYMOUS

Sa ngayOn...

MalungkOt perO masaya. kuntentO perO my kulang. patulOy paren kahit mali sa paningin ng lahat. di alam ang isasagOt sa mga tanOng. sa mga espekulasyOn.

pilit tinatagO khit gustO ng umalpas ng damdamin. Pilit iwinawaksi kahit dun din ang tungO. Ngbubulag-bulagan upang di maramdaman ang hapdi at sakit. Upang kasiyahan ang manaiig.

Hindi iniisip kung anO ang kahihitnan. Basta damdamin ang binibigyang pansin. TakOt sa katOtohanan O takOt sa kalalabasan?

Ayaw mawala sa buhay, ayaw pakawalan. Di din siguradO kung kaya, kung kaya nga ba talaga.

Umaasa. nagdarasal. nagiintay.

Darating din ang panahOn na yun. Di nga lang alam kung kelan.

LIFE.


Let's enjOy life tO the fullest! every opportunity might nOt cOme Our way again.



Let's sieze the mOment before it gOne.



..and let's nOt lose hOpe. Be brave. Be different. be spOntaneous.

minsan isang araw.

I give myself a little pampering today. I've been into a salon a while ago and treated myself. I had my manicure, pedicure and a haircut!! Yey! I had my hair trimmed and ask the haircutter (which i turned out as my new friend cos we started cracking a joke) to put some body in my hair. I think my looks is getting boring plus the bangs makes my face itchy!! f*ck!

I was supposed to stay at school until 4:30pm cos Arvin (promap president) asked me to wait for him to brief us with the activity that we will be having for the org (i think, it's a room-to-room recruitment or advertising of the org) HEHE! but i didn't. (I'm bad) HEHE! I was planning to go to salon after my class. I just asked Karren to tell me tomorrow what happened.

I'm not blogging lately. I rarely used the computer. I can't even charged my ipod when it's battery keeps hunting me with the red sign everytime i used it. HAHA! I can't even tell what's been happening with this past days or weeks or months, i guess. That's the burden of not being connected to the internet most of the time. But, someday soon. You'll see. I'll be back here.

Out! Out!

I wanna go out. I want to go places. I want to have a good laugh. I want to see new things and try it out. In short, I want to have some FUN!! I want a new set of photos. I want something to look up and choose from. I want something to laugh out and be crap about it. HAHA! I want to spend a good time with friends. I want to share lots of happy moments with them.

Wtf! Such a nothing-to-do-gurl!! Too lame. :(

Inuman nah!

My last Saturday was awesome! Got to spend time with my friends. (College Friends, my blockmates actually). We all had a very good laugh over soo many bottle of beer at Beer Garden, Intarmuros. Bonding time with them. I was suprised how many people joined the fun. :) I never imagine we could still be all-together. As in together! They are the one which i could consider the closest friends in my college life. They are the one whom i shared my entire life in Mapua. All the pahirap, seatworks, defense, company study and of cors! quizzes. HAHA! Life will be never be this fun w/o them.

Pat, Pao, Yoyi, Paul, Pats and Maru were on the other table. They are a batch higher than us. Too much laughing. Asaran to the max! Umuulan ng beer! My! But it was really fun! Almost lahat game. Kwentuhan, Asaran, and picture mode! Damn! Too much of being a photo addict. I had them in my Mutiply.

I got home almost 12am. Good thing Yoyi and Pat were also in the same route as mine. Mariel and I have somebody to accompany us to the terminal. We were busmate. And a big thanks guys! :))

Mariel was broken hearted. And she shoved in tears. Epekto narin ng alak. *Uhmm, you can go through it mare. Just keep on living. It's not yet the end of the world.*


Oh sheesh! Pics! Pics!

MORE PICS @ my MULTIPLY.

Classroom panic!

Classes is on. Of course! were on a quarterm school so April is just the start of the 3rd term of the year. This week was just fairly fine.

We have this camwhoring at the classroom during the OSH period. No prof so i bring out my digicam and then the fun starts there! Damn! I miss this kind of trip. I upload lots in my Multiply.

Gurls, gurls, gurls. Pat is also there, sharing the fun. Zack was there too, acting as out director telling us what pose to do. HAHA! I got drained (well, literally) haha, coz of too much laughing. :)

More here.

Baptism and high school friends.

We attended baby dwyane's baptismal last sunday. I'm one of the ninang. He's my second inaanak. Addition to my gift's list. HAHA! Oh my my! I'm really getting older eh? I will be turning 20 this year. Can't imagine though. I still see myself as a sweet sixteen young girl. HAHA!

Reunited again with my highschool barkada. See each other again after several months. Mike, Pam, Paola and me are then ninangs and ninong of baby dwyane. :) Met up at the church. Chikahan, laugh trip, and photo freaks! Soo adik sa cam ang mga guys! I honestly and seriously spent lots lots of hours uploading and sending the photos that we had to their respective email! Damn! But, i'm not bitter. HAHA! *di ba halata*

Went to Festival Mall afterwards. Videoke trip. Singing even if were out of tune. Laughing real hard. Camwhoring again. Soo happy! Soo kukulit. Hehe.

More in my Multiply.

Passing by.

I'm back!! Well, i guess soo. haha! I try to update more here. School had already started.Yess! You heard me right, while others (and some of my friends) were still in the peak of their summer vacation, here I am and the rest of my schoolmates spending our time at the classroom while bearing the heat of the summer. So pathetic. haha! lolx!

The weather is really hot. As in HOTT! Seriously.

I actually have lots of things to share, things that's been going on with my life lately. Well, I guess i have lots of stuff to post and more pictures to upload soon! :) I'll just try to keep this blog posted. I'm not online most of the time. I just checked my mails, update friendster and the likes, but being online for a long period of time as of now is not i'm actually at.

I changed my layout again. I'm back to black. hehe. I just feel like seeing something new. Something different.

Ayun, i'll post next time. ciao! :)

I'll be gOne for a while but fOr sure i'll be back sOOn. :)

Lunch and new dvd's. Big YEHEY for me.

We had a bunchy lunch at Superbowl in Glorietta 4. The food were yummy I had a full lunch with Sherwin, Ate Shiela (his sister), Kuya Mark and his family. I was not supposed to come along but since I'm went by at Sherwin's place, I did have a free lunch with them *big smiles*. I want to go back there and bring my friends. I'm sure Karren would love to cos she likes to eat at different resto and try something new.

After lunch we walked by from G4 to Greenbelt 1 up to Corinthian Plaza and dropped by at Tita Beth's office. Wossh! I got excited for what Tita mentioned to us while having a little chit-chat at the lobby. She said they will be going to Bohol late July and she's thinking if we would like to come cos classes already begin for next school year by that time. Frankly, i would love to. And i'm already planning in my mind what to do. I would skip classes. HAHA! *I'm a fool* But that Bohol Trip would once in a lifetime offer. Tita Lorna and the two kids (yani and yna) will also come, Waaahhh.. I still have a term to save moolah for that grande trip. HAHA!

We went to Makati Square right after to buy dvd's. Ate Shiela run an errand to him. And guess what i bought? I already have the Season 1-2 of Grey's Anatomy, Prison Break and the most talk of the town Heroes! Oh yeah! I'm such an impulsive buyer. Maybe it's the result of long vacation for us. HEHE! I'm beginning to be a great bum at home. HEHE! But men! Now I have something to watch to ease my boredom ayt? Since summer outing with friends is kinda uncertain as of now.

Well, well, I should start kicking some ass. HAHA! I better bless all the dvd's that i bought and give my eyes an exercise cos it's really been a while since i watched tv shows and even movies. Life for me has been outside home but since it's vacation time my home sweet home would be my niche as of now. ciao!

BUM!

I sleep all day. Nothing to do. I'm starting to get bored at home. And i don't know what's wrong with my pc nowadays. The blogspot site is not showing up right. Well, part of it. The posting page is having a problem that's why i can't post lot of entries. kamusta naman un?! tsambahan lang!

My feet is itchy. I wanna go somewhere else. lakwatsera talaga. haha! I just played with my cutey nephew. His starting to get really makulit na. :) But we love him for that. And his big na. :) I can't imagine how fast he grow up. Babies are like that, you noticed every improvement that's going on with them. Like the way they speak, starting to crawl then stand up straight. HAHA! It's really fun playing with them though your patience is starting to boil up. Well, babies will always be babies. hehe.

I passed. Yess!!

Waahh. Grades are already online. I viewed mine through my mapua account. Thank God cos i don't have any failing grade. I was suprised with my grade in Ergo subject. Though I know i reached the passing (cos i let my score be corrected in Quiz1 to my prof yesteday through text and for sure she replied). The sad part was that, most of my classmates failed. It's just not right. Well, that's another part of the story. I gonna save it for another post.

Enrollment will be this coming week. Kamusta naman?! Ang gastos! tae! I told the parents that i will just have my enrollment at the start of class next month. I just payed my Finals this week. It's going to be a burden for the them if i gonna asked again for another money. Even if i have to fall in a long line in a very humid gym. :(

I gonna post some long ass entry next time. I will post pictures of World Light Expo after i'm done organizing my photos ok?.. byebye! :)

Update! Update!

WOHOHOO!! I'm back! And i miss this. I miss blogging. I've been busy the past several weeks. Academic stuff. It just keep filling me up. But now, I'm done with those. I already completed all the requirements for the term: case study, defense, and exams. Yehehey! Term has just ended. HELLO Summer!

But where will i be this summer season? It only comes once a year. Well, friends are planning for an outing though but the saddest and the most unexpected part would be this: "I think i can't make it with my friends this summer" :( Why? Coz I'm broke! Frankly, allowance is my biggy dilemma now. I don't have extra moolah for summer trips. But sheesh! I wanna come along with the peeps outing. What would I do?! Can somebody save meeee?.... :(

summerize your look.

before and after the haircut-trip

Oh well! oh well, i got my new haircut, with BANGS and almost an inch short than before ! haha! And i liked it. :) Karren and I had almost the same style, and we've been handled by the same stylist. friends really flock together. But we waited for half an hourin the hair salon before our name be called. And we hate it! But after we see the results of our new hair style, we just can't stop to giggle! yeyey!

It's not bad to try something new. Something different and out of your league. I feel like i've step out beyond my limit and I actually felt good about it. Sometimes we really have to do things that we thought we couldn't do to see how far we can go. I realized that i shouldn't feel scared and think what others will say. I should have express myself in a more vocal way and don't mind how people will react cos that's the only way you could really really enjoy the beauty of life.

So, feel free. After all, we can't please everybody ayt? :)

Plant visit+summer outing= fun and m0re fun!!

Plant visit sa Gardenia Factory (again?!) then outing sa beach. Late si Karren (as usual) hehe! pati si june. pero abot pa rin. pichur pichur sa bus. lang katapusan. masaya. enjoy. umikot ulet sa production department ng Gardenia. Di na interested kxe nakita na namin un last year. Nagpapikchur kay Gardy (statue) with friends. Ang kukulit. Ang haharot. Lang tigil sa pag *smile & pakyut* sa kamera. Kamusta naman?! HAHA! Balik na sa bus. we're heading to the beach na! yey! ang layo ng resort (Munting Buhangin, Nasugbu Batangas). Ngarag at nakatulog na kme. Pagdating sa resort, ngarag ulet sa pagtulong sa mga friends para sa markerting strategy! Di nakapagenjoy nung una. Pero later on, GORA na kmi. hugadooo! HAHA! Adik!

Gang rape. lunuran. hilahan. maharot. tampisaw. tawa ng tawa. parang high/bangag pero di naman. nakipaglaro sa mga friends. Nakisama sa kapwa IE's. Hinubaran si estong. tipsy kc dahil sa *sodium* HAHA! lang sunblock kaya masakit sa balat and sikat ng araw. Umahon at bumalik let sa beach. di makatiis eh. masaya kse dun. enjoy. ang kukulit nila. pichurs! pichurs! at marame pang iba! sand trip kay jr. seryoso mga berks. tinabunan talaga si Jr ng mahiwagang buhangin. kinortehan ng katawang babae. my boobs (malaki) and too**t. haha! bitin. pero naabutan ang magtatakip-silim na kalangitan. shet ganda! kelangan ng magpack up. loaded ang cr. share sa isang shower room ako, karren and marianne. agawan sa sabon ang mga loka pero masaya. tawa ng tawa. lang malisya, langya! meron naman kame lahat nun! HAHA! laugh trip pa rin. Uwian na. Balik bus. pagod pero keri pa rin. di nakain0m ng alak kasi busy sa beach and pagod sa pagtinda ang ibang prends.

Ang gugulo sa bus. patok na patok ang QUE-SOO ni j0n. langya! ilang beses akU nalamangan! haha! pero ay0s lang. :) naadik din ako kaya go sa pagganti sknla. laugh trip ulet. hot seat. issue ng nakaraan binabalikan. Super hotseat si rj. tsk.tsk. ang dame kasi babae sa buhay. lage sya talo. pinagkaisahan sa pangaasar sknya. HAHA! lols! umikot sa lahat. bawat isa nadaanan ng hotseat. tawa ng tawa. Sumakit ang tyan. Sumayaw sa bus kapartner si marianne. patay naman ang ilaw kasi tulog halos mga kasama. nadala sa nakakaindak na tugtog ng ipod-elya koh. tokyodrift, my love, and sexy back! panalo! haha! di natulog. nakipagchikahan kay lugaw and dora. ang sasaya namen tatlo. naglaway. tumawa. nangasar. nangulit. water-less, coke-less, food-less. haha!

Oras na para umuwe. nagpaalam sa mga kaibigan. May ngiti sa mga labi. masarap alalahanin ang summer outing kasama mga kapwa ko IE. :) next year lit guys! *grouphug* yabshu all! :p

more pics here and here.

I'm craving for something goody.

I want to go on photo tripping. I choose tagaytay as my first destination. Although the date hasn't been settled yet and a someone who will willingly tag along with me. HAHA! Anyone who likes? Just tell me. :) I want to unwind. Relax in the sense that I can exclude myself with the toxic life that school gives me. I wanna go nature tripping. Have i said that i'm interested in photography? I love taking pictures of anything or something unusual to th eye. I want to focus or give more attention into nature, places that i've never been, interesting things, and awesome view. I always has this urge to make a photo as catchy and as interesting as it may seem. I'm not actually planning to take professional photography, i'm contented with this. Just learning how to make a shot that's worth a thousand pictures is enough for me. It's just a food for my passion. But damn! i'm inlove with my camera! :) *wink* Memories are so much precious for me. I want to have photos that I can look back 20 years from now in which would remind me of happy&sad moments, something to laugh out and go emo. Haha! Places, people, food, things, everyday photos, events and a lot lot more! I dunno if I have a talent or what but I'm willing to learn. Though I'm an amateur, I know in myself that i love what i'm doing. Isn't it obvious cos i have my multiply and my flickr. hehe! Yeah, I want to learn a lot of thingies. I want to try those that i've never done in my life before. I'm currently at the point in my life wherein i'm starting to catch up the missed opportunities that i had in my past. I'm searching and continously making the most of what life can offer me. I know it is one step at a time. I'm savoring each and everyday that i got to face the world with another bright sunshine.

"I never want to lose my enthusiasm to live in this crazy world with lots of crazy people cos they're the one that makes me complete and a better person."

Photo tripping is what i'm currently craving now. So please help/adopt me . HAHA! Seriously, anyone who wants to come along is very much welcome so tara lets bagets HAHA!. :)

Where are you?

So much things to do and so many stories to tell but i'm too lazy to do all of it as of now. But the last couple of days for me were fun! fun! fun! The plant visit/summer outing of IE dept. , gimmick on saturday, last minute make-up class last sunday and more of it! I'll try to narrate each and every detail when i'm in the right mood to blog. Please bear with me. And of course! It wouldn't be complete if pictures are out of the scene. I gonna upload to kill your browser soon! *wink*

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Life for me has always been a cycle. There's a time when you feel as if you had everything you ever wanted in your life. It's like you want to stop the moment to keep it forever and make it stay. Uh, that was the happy time of your life. But it's a series of test. In any way, you have to step down in the pedestal that u've been not cos you want to but because life push you through. Nothing lasts forever, I believed. Change is the only constant thing in this crazy world, and so I agree. Why am i saying these things? Because i've experienced it myself. People come and go, good things never lasts, friends may stay and others will leave, lessons can be learned along your journey. You must have to determine if it makes you a lot stronger or more weaker. Life is my melting point. Whenever i talk about it, it gives me a weird feeling. As if my heart beats faster and my mind starting to do it's work. I miss having a conversation with a person whom i can share the beauty as well as the evil's of life. How I imagine myself now having an intimate talk with someone (whoever he/she may be) who gonna understand and relate to me the feeling of being passionate about life. Hell yeah! I'm passionate about it. The things that makes out with it, the people, the experiences, the place, and all you could imagine. I want a conversation while over looking the sky and the stars, with the breezy feeling of the wind touching my hair, the coldness of the night and the feeling or magic it may offer. I can talk anything or everything, I can listen, I can give advice or give my point of view or just simply be with my companion just to give him/her an assurance that i'm still there. I'm not talking of a romantic date or anything about love. I'm speaking in behalf of myself who wants to see the beauty and appreciate even the small things in life. He can be a friend, a companion, or anyone who has a sense or even a spontaneous talker will do. So anyone who wants to share those moment with me, i'm here :). Sheesh!! I'm soo drama evah! But I hope it could happen. Maybe someone out there is also wishing or dreaming the things that i've said, i can feel it. Our paths just couldn't cross at the moment. *sana madapa sya* HAHA! kidding! :)

d0rk is meeh!

Dork

-Often used interchangeably with nerd or geek.
Dorks are typically more noted for their quirky personality and behavior rather than their interests or IQ which may or may not be on level with traditional geeks or nerds. They tend to be more humorous and extroverted and don't mind laughing at themselves or with others at themselves, as the case may be.

someone who does things that are kinda silly and not neccessarily cool but always cute.Someone who has odd interests, and is often silly at times. A dork is also someone who can be themselves and not care what anyone thinks, while at the same time being loveable and very personable, often having many friends due to wittiness, often loves video games. Not to be confused with nerd or geek or dweeb.

-urbandictionary

Oh well, I admit i am. Self-confessed. My personality jives with the definition. HAHA! I can enumerate some reasons. The things that i enjoy doing:

-I enjoy laughing at myself. I can laugh real hard together with crazy people (friends) I don't care what others may comment as long as i express my happiness through laughters. (though we don't degrade or criticize others, its laugh for happy&funny bonding.)

-I enjoy happy moments.(who doesn't ayt?) I am a girl who always looks at the brighter side after all things fall apart. I never lose the enthusiasm to live. Damn! Life is good! Don't you agree?!

-I enjoy conversation over coffee, lunch or even dinner. Even sleep over at some friend's house.

-I enjoy being witty at times. I can be mean when i'm provoked, but i can also be an angel when i want to. HEHE!

-I enjoy sharing my kikayness with my suparfriends. (with the gurls)

-I enjoy making other people laugh cos of my humour and being a so-so friendly person.

-I enjoy simple cheap thrills. I can go to places as a light packer. Same as wandering to a place i've never set my foot on. That's what i like. Spending the thrill with friends. Cos good memories and strong bonding happens there.

-I always smile. Rarely you see me with a sad face. I love reminscing even in my mind the funny memories with superfriends or even the crazy things that i did with my life. Oh, so nostalgic! HEHE!

-I enjoy staying in front of the computer and do some of my geeky stuff. Browsing the net, blogging, photos, at lots more!

-I enjoy spending my time just by reading novels. Chic-lit, inspirational, suspense, love and etc. Yeah, if me giving a chance to have the whole time in the world makes me do all the things that I wanna do. I want my enthusiasm to keep on going. I don't want to stop at nothing. I don't want to have any regrets in the end with "what if's".

Kung Hei Fat Choi! :)

It's Chinese New Year! Year of the Pig. Frankly, i don't know any specific tradition that chinese has. Maybe the basic, yeah I'm aware. I brought home last night a Tikoy from Wilheim's (my blockmate) family. Yeah, we dropped by at his house in Binondo Terraces at Binondo, Manila cos we went on the same route. It was not in the plan actually. But I love it, Karren and I shared the happiness of simple cheap thrills. HEHE! It was fun! :) And it was Wilheim's dad birthday too! Last night was bisperas for Chinese New year ayt? His dad gave us tikoy and it was in big package. YEHEY! We're glad cos we didn't expect it. We just went there to stay for about half an hour and have a couple of drinks coz we're damn thristy! China Town is really a place for chinese. I saw lots lots of them. The building that they've live in has a majority of Chinese tenants. And finally, i heard Wilheim speak in Chinese. HAHA! My ears we're in! I enjoyed how he and his dad talks that way. Shoo, we got amazed! HEHE! thanks Heim, for letting us stay in your house and for the tikoy! Sa uulitin. hehe! They have this shelves in their house with super duper loaded with dvd/cd's in random but mostly, korean. Oh my, his dad is a collector of those. I think they've had all the koreanovela series.

Karren and meeh @ Wilheim's crib. :)

with the supah cutie kim (wilheim's youngest sister)

piktures! piktures!

meeh with the big gift for heim's dad!

Karren modelo uno. haha!

We enjoy simple cheap thrills.

ayan ang kanilang super loaded na shelves with lotslots of dvd/cd. haha!

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Pop prepared sopas for us. Y'know what i love about sunday? It's a family day. I get to spend time at home and have a taste of real lutong bahay recipe. Plus, spending good time with my two siblings and pop. Though we really haven't talk that much at home cos of busy sched, just by seeing each other during sundays and making your presence be felt is enough to us. We're not the mushy type of family, i guess.

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The weather is sh*tly HOT! This is what i honestly hate! Yea, I love the beach during summer season but the feeling of hotness even if you're in front of a fan or in a airconditioned room doesn't make any sense! Is this pre-summer? Or just the effect of global warming? watevah! You know the feeling of sticky body cos of too much sweat? haha! yikes!

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I'm pre-occupied. Lots of things to do at school, home and with my not-so fabuloso social life! HAHA! Adik. Mumay told me a while ago that there will be Car Show. She wanna come and I wanna go too! HAHA! Goodluck nlng sa pagiging lakwatsera ko. I have to managed and spend my time wisely but hell! I'm happy and I'm enjoying it. I just wish that there will be no bad effects in the end. Needless to say I'm not entertaining the idea, really. I know to myself i can manage. I feel my worth now more than before and i guess, it's all that matters.

more pics here.

Para sa'yo:

Alam kong mahirap, pero kinakaya. Alam kong masakit, pero pilit humihinga. Kamusta ka na? Medyo matagal na rin di tau nakakapagusap. Matagal-tagal na rin mula ng marinig ko ang iyong halakhak, isang tunay na halakhak, pati narin ang yong tinig. Para ngang hindi ko na matandaan ang bawat hugis ng iyong mukha. Oo, matagal na nga.

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Hindi ako bulag at lalong malakas pa ang aking pandinig. Ayoko magtanong, baka hindi kayanin ng pride ko ang isasagot mo. Gusto ko magbingi-bingihan at ipikit and mata kahit panandalian lang. Kaylangan ba talagang balik-balikan mo ang iyong nakaraan ngayon? Ung siya bago ako. Ayokong maniwala pero hindi ako manhid. Eto ba ang ganti mo skin? Sadya ba? Sana nga'y huwad at pagpapanggap lang ng iyong ginagawa. Sana'y paraan mo lang ito upang mapukaw ang aking pansin. At ang mahulog kang muli sa knya ay taliwas na sa mga pangyayari. Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam.

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Gusto kita pasalamatan. Utang ko sa'yo kung ano ako ngayon. Sa loob ng halos dalawang taon nating magkakilalala at magkahawak kamay, madami ako natutunan. Madami ako nakita. Madami magagandang alaala sa piling mo na masayang balik-tanawin. Lugar, bagay, food trip, adventures, at marami pang iba. Lahat ng yon ay itatago ko sa aking puso ngayon at magpakailanman. Wag kang mag-alala, andito pa rin ako kung kailangan mo ng isang karamay. Hindi kita kayang talikuran ng ganon na lang. Hindi kita kayang pabayaan ng basta-basta. Pero, marahil hanggang isang pagigng espesyal na tao na lamang sa puso at buhay ko ang tangi kong maiaalay sa'yo. Hanggang dun lang muna sa pagkakataong ito. Walang labis, walang kulang. Madaming dahilan. Madami sitwasyong kaylangan isaalang-alang. Sana'y lubos mong maintindihan.

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Salamat sa lahat-lahat. Salamat sa isang tunay na pagmamahal. Salamat sa pagsasamang masaya at iniidolo ng iba. Salamat sa lahat ng hirap at sakripisyo. Salamat sa pag-alala na labis na nakakatunaw ng puso. Salamat sa pagiging tunay na karamay at katuwang ko. Salamat sa pagintindi sa mga hang-ups ko, sa paghintay ng oras ko. Salamat sa mga masasayang experience na naranasan ko sa piling mo. Salamat sa pagiging isang huwarang boypren. Salamat sa pagtanggap sa totoong ako, sa patuloy na pagmahal sakin kahit na ako na ang pinaka-mataray na nakilala mo. Salamat sa pagtanggap sa mga kaibigan ko at itinuring na barkada mo na din. Salamat sa bulaklak ( na matagal na rin akong di nakatanggap mula sa'yo). Salamat sa mga sulat at regalo na sumisimbolo ng pagmamahal mo. Salamat sa Giant Pillow. (hehe!) Salamat sa pagdamay sakin sa pagiging lakwatsera ko. Salamat sa lahat ng pawis na ginugol mo sa initan upang masamahan lang ako. Salamat sa patuloy na pagintindi. Salamat sa pagiging isang tunay na kaibigan. Salamat sa pagpapakilala mo skin sa mundo mo pati na rin sa mga mahal mo sa buhay. Salamat sa pag-share mo ng sarili, buhay at pangarap mo skin. Salamat sa mga importanteng tao sa buhay mo dahil tinanggap nila ko ng bukas-kamay. Salamat sa pagturing nila na parang tunay nila akong anak (and it makes my heart melt knowing that). Higit kanino man, salamat ng marami syo mismo. At walang katapusang salamat.

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Sori sa nagawa ko. Sori pagiging isang ewan. Sori kung nasaktan kita. Sori at magulo pa rin ang isip ko. Sori kung naging isang tagong bahagi ka ng buhay ko. Sori kung di kita naipakilala sa buong mundo. Sori kung kalahati lang ng mundo ko ang naishare ko sa'yo. Sory sa pagtataray. Sori sa sakit at hapdi na naidulot ko. Sori kung di man lang kita naipaglaban sa kanila (nung ayos pa tayo). Sori kung natakot ako. Sori at di kita naintindihan, nais ko lang naman na mapabuti ka. Sori kung bumalik nga ang mga kaibigan mo at ako naman ang nawala. Sori kung pakiramdam mo, binitiwan na kita .Sori kung ako lang ang naging buhay mo. Sori kung sakin lang umikot ang mundo mo. Sori kung nasa dilim na bahagi ka pa rin ng buhay ko. Sori kung di kita naipagmalaki sa kanila. Sori sa lahat-lahat ng pagkakamali ko. At higit kanino man, sori ng marami sa'yo mismo. At walang katapusang sori.

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Alam kong hindi lang ako ang nagkamali. Aminin na natin na pareho tayong may kasalanan sa pangyayari. Hindi ko na sasabihin kung ano sa parte mo, ikaw dapat ang makadiskubre nun. Dahil ako, inaamin ko. Oo, meron din akong sariling parte ng pagkakamali at gagamitin ko yun upang magbago habang hinahanap ko ang sarili ko.

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Ayoko mangako dahil mismo ako, di din sigurado. Ayoko pangunahan ang hinaharap. Marahil, hanggang dito na lang muna tayo. Kaylangan na muna siguro nating magpahinga at huminga ng wala ang isa't isa.. Hayaan nlang naten si destiny ang humatol. Bsta tatandaan mo, andito pa rin ako. Kahit bilang isang kaibigan na lang muna. Ako pa rin ung taong nakilala mo. Handa pa rin akong dumamay at iaalay ang aking balikat at kamay kung ito'y kaylangan mo, kung kaylangan mo ng isang tunay na kaibigan. Itatak mo yan sa'yong puso.

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"perhaps, some good things never bound to lasts".

"HAPPY HEART'S DAY TO

EVERYONE!" :)

Pre-Valentines. Spread the Love.

Weee, Valentines is in the air. Do you feel it? :) Two nights to go before the most awaited day for lovers and to those who are inlove. HEHE! How would your valentines be? As for me, i guess it would not be so "cold" as well as not something "sweet", perhaps i'm in the middle state. HAHA! But it's okey for me. Valentines day is not all about two people who are inlove. It's also LOVE for family, friends, and to GOD! People who don't have somebody to share the "happy lovers day", don't be sad or bitter. Let's appreciate every little things around us and try to look who's worth the love. There are your friends, whom you always share the fun and happiness of your youth. They are the one whom you can reveal your true self yet still embrace you with open arms. Your family, who still stick with you through thick and thin. Who still loves you even if you seem their worst child after all. Who still look and wish the best in you after you failed them in one way or another. Let us made them feel that we love them among any other things in this world. They're the reason why we keep on surviving in this empty world. And lastly, our savior, GOD. It's all about him. No questions asks. His the main reason why we keep on breathing. And let's give the credit to him. So why the sad face? Valentines day is just around the corner. A partner is not the solution to be happy in that day. There are lots of reason to smile and have fun. We just have to open our eyes and let it see the beauty of life even if we doesn't have somebody to call our "special someone":)

Someone asked me a while ago: "Pano pag binigyan kita ng flowers sa valentines, tatanggapin mo?" then I make-face to him as if i'm saying like "Bakit naman?", and then he just smiled. I dunno if I offended him in doing that. Hell yess! I would appreciate it, who wouldn't want to received a nice flowers ayt? It's every girls dream. But sadly, i cannot bring it at home (parents rule) and that what i was thinking when he asked me that and so i replied as if i'm not interested. Pheww, I'm still young pa daw kasi said my folks. HAHA! Enough of it.

I took this photo while Karren and I was in school's pavillion(under the umbrella), waiting for our next class last thursday. I actually got inspired. Never mind the pineapple juice HAHA!. It's was my finger (the left) and Karren (right) met together to form that heart shape. Spread the Love guys! Valentine day comes only once a year. Let the important people in our lives made them feel that we cherish them so much and they have a special place in our heart no matter what. This is the time to say *mushy*sweet nothings HAHA! I'm thinking of giving a heart-felt letter to my friends. Something to smile for, and words to be remembered by heart.

*Valentines Day is coming!* :)

A few good beers and a few good laugh.

My friday was spent with friends. Super FUN! Amazingly AWESOME night. :) We had a few drinks in Pier One. June, May and I do some emo talk while waiting for Karren. I guess, the agenda for the night was well accomplished by us. Yess! We planned it up, so that any gaps or any misunderstanding againts each other can be solved. It's a GREAT friendship! We don't want to waste it for hell. Laughing is our forte. I pressumed that's how all of us express ourselves. We had a good talk, and a few beers. It's girls-bonding getaway. Just lame Marianne didn't come along. We waited for Karren that seems eternity and she came in late. There's a live band performing, Karren and May got hooked on listening. HAHA! We went to Cian's place at Vito Cruz right after, and continue the team building. That's where real hard drink took place. Phooey, I got really tipsy mann but i could still control myself though. I guess, i have a high tolerance to it. It's been a while since I got a taste of alcohol. HAHA! Such a lame for me. But last night was a cool bonding! I hope to make it happen again. Being drunk and tipsy as you can be, setting aside your problems, dance as if no one is watching, sing like no one is listening, laugh as if there's no tomorrow, and speak your heart out are good refuge once in a while. Letting yourself be drown in alcohol makes you loosen up a little. We slept over at his place coz were too drunk to go home besides, streets were not safe in that ungodly hour of the night. I woke up early morning cos of a laboratory class, my lab report was made in the classroom and I came in late although it doesn't matter that much to my prof. HEHE! Anyhow, classmates also made their report there so i think i shouldn't felt guilty for neglecting it. :) Actually, i haven't gotten enough sleep. I was really drowsy during my last class today. I wanna crawl up to bed and have some nicey and comfy rest. I didn't got any good sleep cos Cian is such an insomniac! While the rest were already sleeping and sluggish in bed, Cian keeps on talking to me even if i'm already half asleep due to the effect of the drinks we had. He said he can't sleep yet so he's opening a conversation. What i gonna do?! The poor man seems to be really sleep deprived so I listen to all his talks as long as I can hold my sanity. :) Haist!

That night was really great for all of us. Happy moments with friends. I've been eager to do that before actually, I just couldn't cos of some reasons I wouldn't elaborate more. As of now, I'm enjoying my life and taking what's life can offer me. I think I already found what makes me satisfied and happy in the real sense of the world. Blah-blah. Too much of talking. I better get off to bed. Enjoy the pics! :) I'll be uploading more in my multiply when I got time. Toodle-loo.

more pics here.